I blame everything that moulded me into who I am
Everything that was all around me since I was born
A nuisance full of hatred and anger, ready to burst out anytime.
But maybe it’s not that
Maybe I, maybe it’s just that I’m not kind enough
Maybe the reason I hate losing so much
Is because I already lost in the first place.
brief update, in peace: I finally left the night-shift job a month ago and I feel better than ever. The hours had made me suffer so much, both emotionally and physically. I'm glad I can now work on things I like instead of working only for the money. Broke but happy I guess :P
brief update, in love💘: I never thought that I would actually meet someone I really like and fall head over heels for (well not literally but you get me XD). I met him at the end of November 2021...but remained friends until this year. I guess when you're in love with someone...you make the first steps, so yep...a little bit shy but proud to say that I confessed to him and we've been together ever since! <3
happiness is in peace and in love. I am truly glad that I, like some, are able to experience the joy of loving, caring for, and growing together with my partner. here's to many more years of happiness and growth!
p.s. ily, my muffin! #mikmik 🐝👻
[written in 2021]
If I die someday
Please tell the world that I loved you
It’s a shame that I don’t get to experience the beauty of it
I was stuck in a room with four walls
The bed and the ceiling, really, that’s all
If I die someday
Please tell the world that I wish I had more
More joy, less sorrow
I wouldn’t choose to die today
If it feels like there was tomorrow
