The year is going to end

hey!!! I'm eventually here, blogging!! I know you've been missed me a lot. Do you? NGEHEHE :P 

My holidays had spent really well <3 and i still have a lot of photos to upload for you all to see but photos arranging is really knotty! :( And yeah I watched The Hobbit: Desolation Of Smaug with Felicia, my brother and my mum <3 We watched at The Mines, and we had starbucks. OMG. It's exactly what Felicia and I did last year man. I WANT THIS TO BE CONTINUED EVERY YEAR!!! <3

Ordered mpcha frappucinno, and the waiter wrote my name nicely(not really lol), a smiley and "smile". aw gosh i feel so blessed!

{aw <3}

{felicia and I <3}

A really bad newz I'm going to announce. My phone is officially dead! ugh! So upset and pissed at the same time :( But fortunately I saved some photos & musics into the computer *long sighs*

Lately I've been attached to boy bands and their songs are truly amusing. Here are some songs I recommend you to listen in case you haven't (they are really great omg)
1. You & I by One Direction
2. Angel by Westlife 
3. Secrets by One Republic 
4. Counting Stars by One Republic
5. As Long As You Love Me by Backstreet Boys
6. Uptown Girls by Westlife
7. My Love by Westlife
8. I Want It That Way by Backstreet Boys
9. Little White Lies by One Direction
10. We Own The Night by The Wanted

;) 

There are still a lot of great songs out there and I love to explore new nice musics! hehe :D
Can't believe that the year 2013 is going to end so fast :( I built a lot of nice memories with my friends and family this year :'') I have to catch the time & update this blog avail it's still 2013 haha *cramming* 

Apart from this, I really like it when guys be very nice to me but at the same time I'm afraid of getting crush on you. :( You know we're still young and I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I hurt some nice guys who treat really well to me and I'm here to say sorry coz I really don't have the feelings for you :( Sorry for rejecting, unless you're someone special :x haha. 

It's okay to have curiousity about love during puberty right? :P 

Frankly I still have a lot to share and a lot to blog about but meh just leave it to the next post haha :3 *laziness overload* 

Buhbye! xo

WeyHey

Oh my god. Guys, do you feel happy to see my new post? lol (gets zero replies) I haven't been blogged for almost two months! (i counted) EVENTUALLY I AM BACK!! ;D 

I wasn't suffering sh!ts or what...I was just absolutely lying on my bed and don't feel like doing anything :3 *plays the lazy song* Oh and ya, procrastinating every single thing. So in case you think I'm studying all the time, you are wrong (; 

Well, actually that's a lot of stuffs happened in these few months. I even cried for friendships' problems. But after it, I choose to care lesser. You know that feeling when you cared a lot but the person seems like don't give a sh!t on you right? That was exactly me. I felt unappreciated and I don't want to be! Therefore I choose to be "mean" to the ones who doesn't cherish the things I've done for them.

Final examination has just started pass few days ago...English, Chinese and Malay paper was kinda easy, but then I just messed up my Math and Sejarah paper lol. Four more subjects to freedom, gahhh!

There was many happy things happened in these few weeks, ha! (DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING MUCH COZ YOU KNOW IT TAKES LIKE 56 YEARS TO END)

WeyHey! *qing qiang qiang* New updates here! Since my friends like to see me blogging in Chinese & some of my friends couldn't understand much, I decided to blog in two versions from now on... hmm, problems? I think no right? :3 

By the way, I joined Nuffnang Malaysia and trying to earn money by blogging :D Therefore, do click on the links if you're interested on it. ;) (don't be irritated of it la) lol.

Let's talk something about music :) One of my close friend, Winnie bought a guitar recently! It's exactly the same as mine except the colour :3 hers is black and mine is Purple. She is now my awesome buddy to talk with and the little gap between us disappeared. Remember we used to treat each other as strangers when we were in different class in primary school lol (so stupid) But now, we are really good friends. We share thoughts and she's like the only one I can sing with. (coz many of my friends don't like to sing and i don't know why lol) I'm so blessed to have Winnie as my buddyz, my sista! 

And yeah, I did a cover of Someone like you by Adele! It was quite random though :P It is dedicated to my Best friend, Felicia Woo to wish her a Happy B Day :B In case you aren't mind to listen to a lousy sound and watch an ugly face, click here to watch hehehehehehhe -----> :P  (FEELS LIKE ADVERTISING MYSELF YO)

I went to the dentist on Friday, and she plucked my tooth. *OUCH* It was PAIN but if you're a brave girl you wouldn't be scared right x) (why can someone be so perasan) LOL pics will be post later :3 (no no no it must be nasty)

Am I going to end my post? yes. Don't miss me too much, I will be updating my blog once a fortnight or once a week :)

Thanks for stalking my blog, dear readers. I love you. <3

Holidays again (Hari Raya)

Well I'm back peeps :-) I ditched my blog for so long I think? Haha. I don't know. I'm too lazy to blog even there's many task for me to blog and rant. By the way, belated Hari Raya to all my malay Friends! :)
Actually I've nothing to blog about. I feel like blogging somehow. The pass few days were so bored and I was doing like absolutely nothing. I hate myself. Besides that, I'm addicted to Tumblr too. Tumblr is kinda great :D Another silent place that I could blog whatever I love, without anyone stalking :) I love being alone/ anti-social sometimes. I need privacy.

So yeah. Nothing special happened on last month. Just my shitty results. I've never been so suck before, I'm turning from a lazy bug to an extremely lazy bug. Well I hate myself. I broke my own promise. Ugh.

It was a lame holiday. Left these few days to go then I'm back to school to face those hateful homeworks, examinations and pbs. I was happy last week because I went Maggie's house for practices, went cinema with tuition's mates and gathering with BestFriends. But those times were so short and mum doesn't let me to go anyway I want to go anymore. *Sigh* I have a bad life.

I think the only point for being happy is Friday. Esther's party. Nah this was told to mum few weeks before and mum promised to let me go. (It's apparently a YES for me because she is my best friend and she will be leaving very soon :/)  YAY. I'm actually so looking forward to her party :D I think I might be having a great time and this will probably be an unforgetable and awesome memory. Furthermore I'll also upload the photos and interesting shits I do in Esther's party. Yay ;) *exciting*

How about some Zayn's photo to make your day? ;D
{his eyes. his smile.}

{I JUST CAN'T}

{DONT TOUCH ME IM SCREAMING DONT }

{zayn you gave me anxiety}

Hehe. I love One Direction a lot and I guess I'd be a huge Directioner FOREVER ! <3

By the way it's nearly 2am here. I think I have to say goodnight. ;) 

Be happy everyday guys! Everyday may not be good but it is always something good in everyday.

Love ya. x

Obligatory Life.

hey cecelia's lovers lol. I'm in a pinky mood right now! C;

It's holidays now. Felicia and Janice had back to KL for three days, damnit , just THREE days. All because of Felicia, she needs to attend her school's tuition because this year is her PMR(Malaysia's essential lower secondary asessment) year. HOhOhoHo. ((yeah I'm sarcastic :P By the way, do you guys know who's Felicia and Janice? Taa-daa! they're my cousins. Awesome cousins. And yet they're my best friends too. 

*sigh* speak of PMR, I get bored again. why la have to canceled PMR and set up a new one called PBS ? PBS sucks. And we, the 1999-ian, are the first batch of students who suffer this -.- SO LAME.   

Have been a long while I didn't update my blog. Eventually, I kicked my lazy ass off. muahaha~ what to blog? hmm. Blog about this holidays. As I typed, Felicia and Janice are already back to Johor. Therefore my holidays would be more lame. ugh. But, dad and mum will be taking us to Kuala Selangor tomorrow! YAY. For what? I don't really know hahaha but I'll update it soon.

Let's talk something about mah bestie, Emerald Hee. I dreamed of her yesterday, LOL ! weird enough right ? hahaha ! maybe I miss her too much. I know she misses me too :B I'm so touched and so happy becoz of her! Her blog post. she blog about me. GOSH. I'M FEELING SO BLESSED AND TOUCHED. DAMNIT. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH LA. AND YOU REALLY REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME. *EMERALDISMYBESTFRIEND* muahaha :P copying you~~ I'm not going to share her blog link becoz I haven't get her permission yet lol. Most of people like to stay privacy of their blogs. I respect my bestie. ;D 

In addition, people, I am obsessed with AVRIL LAVIGNE !! She's so fabulous. I'm addicted to her songs too. She genuinely amazed me. Here's some photos of her. 
{without make up, simply beautiful right :3}

{Here's To NEVER Growing Up :) she's forever young.}

{Avril with green hair! Gorgeous! :D }

YEAH I'm so proud to say I'm a little black star.

What to blog next? I guess no more? lol. Sometimes I feel lifeless and hopeless. I wish people do not ignore me. I feel hopeless for my second week's exams. ugh.

I hope life goes better day by day. Life is obligatory to be upset, and to be happy. It may be stormy now, but it wouldn't rain forever. Life is good ;) {I love you Emerald. ¥} Okay. I guess it's time to go to bed. meet ya soon.

Peace out ★

Happy isn't easy? hmmm :-)

TODAY
I GOT MY NEW GUITAR!
hmmm, its basically a classical guitar. Don't ask me I get it from where, it just free, and a bit old. the string is freaking suck ! BUT, I LIKE IT TOO. :P

I did't blog these days. Why? because I am on bad mood and very sad....
The placement table put out already. I am in the third class, 2 Daisy 3.

FINE. I DID'T ANGRY OR BLAME ANYONE. CAUSE ALL WAS MY FAULT.

After I know my class, I get in a very bad mood. Although, daisy 1,2,3,4 still the Elite class, but I just don't want and I just feel very shame.
A UPSR(Malaysia's p6 assessment) full A person now drop in to the third class. WHAT THE HECK? aha.

But I grumble for what? sad for what? no use. That is a fcking fact plain.
I don't know. Maybe I just scared about it. Because my friend all not in the same class with me, how I find fun and happiness? NO FRIEND, HOW??

Yesterday, I told Emerald. She keep consoling me, thanks, my bestie :)
Thanks too much, you are just that awesome.

After crying at night for 4 days, I tell myself : hey, why cry? why sad? It's a new begin. Smile! They love your smile! Be happy, life's too short, be happy! Not the same class, but still good friends! :D CECELIA IS THE SUN.
(these words, Emerald told me too :-))

So, a happy's Cecelia is back :D But still got a little little little emoness in it :P
I can't be optimism, but a can try to be thinkin' positive! :) Overthinking is my foe, I have to fight with it and get back Happy. I will win, and let me keep shining! :D

Today, after got my guitar, I go shopping with mum at Kenaga wholesale city, at KL.
EWWW, what the busy road! KL is always like that, 繁忙的道路令我昏头转向。
I'm gonna try to not emo anymore. :-)

GO PRACTICE GUITAR~~~~~~~~TEEHEE, bye :-)
我会写一篇华文blog，明天，确定。:-)

One-Direction FEVER !!

AHHH IT'S ONE D !! *O*
Nowadays one direction become my lovers and I love them AWWW <3
Actually everyone needs music isn't it? Without MUSIC, life is just like a SHIT :P
Music is too much important for me, especially da GUITAR <3
When I hear One D 's song like "Little things","Live while we are young","One thing" and so on then my heart just burned for them....LOL 
And Malaysians always use special word to express themselves or their feeling and now I'm gonna to say -->WALAO EHH !! 

Imma Directioner TOO ~~~~~~ :P

So if you wanna know more about malaysia's things , just subscribed Jinnyboy's TV on Youtube. JinnyBoy's TV is AWESOME :D
Here is that, More than word. Always happened in Malaysia~
Sorry that I can't share da video so I just share da link ya~
Enjoyyy~~http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siE0rCiDK-c
It's time to sleep now so bye guys :P