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I got my SPM results

Hey yo. I got my SPM results and I am pretty glad? 😂 they aren't that good but compare to my trial results, I have improved a lot. 

{photo will be inserted soon}

One of the happiest thing is that I got A+ for English & 1A for GCE (Cambridge English thing idk how to explain 😭) it's an achievement! It makes me feel great.

I have always been a lazy student especially when it comes to studying. Thus, getting excellent academic results is like almost impossible for me (LOL) 😂

I started to study hard around two weeks before SPM & tried to actually understand the essence of the syllabus. & guess what?? I FEEL BADLY REMORSE. especially for the subject chemistry and physics. The theory behind is extremely fun and actually simple if you get it. I regret not paying attention in class, involving in cocuriculums too much, and not putting effort. 

I would've score better if I work hard earlier! T.T

But it was too late to realise that. It was close to SPM. All I did was just give in all I could.

My next to-do-list / goal is to study hard in the future. Even though I haven't decided which higher institutes to get in. 

~ (＞人＜;) ~

My parents are travelling to Japan for nine days. Therefore I'll be living alone for nine consecutive days. My family has a group chat on whatsapp and my dad and mum are updating their trip in Japan. Japan is indeed beautiful, and there is snow all over! I hope it will be snowing soon in Japan, because my parents worked very hard for a living, and they deserve to see all the beautiful things in life.

I also hope they'll get to see Sakura and snow at the same time! That will be fascinating! 😍🌸❄️

That's all for now! Will update soon :D (since I'm so bored at work HAHAHA)

Trip to da legoland!!!

Last Saturday, I began my journey to the legoland with my family and my parents' friends. An the trip was awesome, AWESOME!

We bertolak at around 2pm and ate a lot in the car and at the rest station (here's the pictures)

{my brother}

{FOOD!!!}

Plot twist! We didn't really know how to go there and we've been following the friend's car. They didn't know that well also, so they called some relatives who know but the explanation was so "complicated" so we went to the terminal between Malaysia and Singapore and heck. WE GOT STUCKED OMG HELP?! but fortunately we could get off by filling form of the informations of drivers HAHAA so we payed like rm6 to get out of there. But we got to go to Singapore for a few seconds and then U turn HAHAHAHA! Special experience I can say~ 

After some times of fat gaining and sleeping, we finally reached Johor. We had dinner in a food court and my dad was so hungry, he ate like three meals HAHAHA. Afterwards, the adults found a homestay which is quite cheap and clean and not too small also HAHAH :p

The next day, we had breakfast (well, super fattening breakfast) at burgerking inside the legoland! 

  

















And then, we took ALOTS ALOTS OF PHOTOS before going in lmao after awhile of queuing up, we got tickets and the brilliant journey is officially started! 

AND YES. I GOT TANNED!!! (not to mention the word fat also :P)

selfie, is what i do HAHAAHAH

I was actually gonna post this on other social media. Since this is a candid and my hand (accidentally) pointed(?) a rock sign. But I look so plump! (well i really am) so i think nah...

went to KSL also

 :)

it was quite a gloomy day though, after we played in the water park.

played this also~

  
star wars lover would love this, sadly i havent watched any of them yet.

 trumpet, my fav instrument. and a voilin that looks like guitar~

 can see how gloomy it is right

THIS IS LIKE THE MOST BREATHTAKING SHIT I'VE EVER RIDE HAHAHA BUT I'M DEFINITELY GONNA TRY IT AGAIN IF I HAVE THE CHANCE!!!!!!!!

 YAY.

OH AND THIS...I have acrophobia,,,,,

 kudos to my mum~

THERE ARE LITERALLY WAY TOO MUCH PHOTOS! But yeah i know i look fat and ugly in almost all of them la...

It was a great experience indeed! <3

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

SO I'M ALREADY FORM 4 AND TAKING SCIENCE STREAM LA. THINGS ARE GOING NOT TOO BAD RECENTLY...and yeah tomorrow is february already! realize how fast the night changes???XD time flies man. oh and it's almost CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

i will be quite busy la i think...or lazy. lol :P 

so lazy to update my blog these days but i will try to update more ALTHOUGH NO ONE COMES HERE ONE =00=

snapchat/wechat/instagram: ceceliaccc :3

ciao~ :P 

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Just bored,,,and

sigh i don't even know what am i doing with my life
...
,,,
,..,..
begining of this holiday..i'm already here procrastinating, doing basically nothing. its not like i have nothing to do but there are things that i cannot do. you got me??
well except for surfing on the internet all day everyday, trying to cook stuffs and made a new cover, i think nothing else i have done. LOL.

I watch dramas. umm actually it's not a drama but a TV programme called 爸爸去哪儿1&2 in chinese. (Dad where are we going) and this show IS ADORABLE AS HECK OMG. YOU CAN'T POSSIBLY GET OVER HOW CUTE THE KIDS ARE. LITERALLY!

For cooking stuffs..I search for "how to make" foods in youtube and found some ways in making potatoes and pancakes (the easiest lol) and i've been eating alot these days. YOU CAN SEE MAH BELLY, IT'S FA...FA...FABULOZ :P

Oh and yeah, I made a cover of the song Cecilia. the reason i like this song and made cover of it is because whenever i listen to it, they're like , singing to me. coz cecilia, sounds exactly like CECELIA. WHICH IS ME! so i feel special :3

here it is! have a look hehe :D

I have quite amount of negative thoughts lately. because of my family and maybe some filthy people, undoubtly. You know, living live in my house with a bunch of people who just don't understand you & falsely incriminate you is just terrible......very.

You cannot fight, cannot do anything except for bearing with those shits they put up. You get tired and fed up on them, but what else can you do? Nothing. Because at this age (teenagers), the world define us as immature. Everything we do must get approvalapproval, even though the adults are sometimes wrong, the teenagers(me) will never be right. 

I couldn't do anything, so i just decide to not give a shit. For me, the lesser shit you gave, the happier you'll be. And i guess i won't do things to "revenge" on them or doing overabundance (maybe not) things to defeat them. I am who I am (quoted from my queen Avril ), and I live for myself , not for others. Why would I lowergrade myself for them anyhow?

I was mad, was pissed. I even cried myself to sleep because I think I am not good enough in everything, and blaming myself why was I born here?! But this is not the end, right? I got up stronger. better. wiser. Things will get better, I will get better. I know. :)

So here I am, decided to be better, and live life with more positive thoughts. I do this for myself, I hope it all works out! haha :)

However, I am still bored... what can i do? hmmm. I guess I should go back to watch my tv show :P 

Stay tuned, i will be back very soon. xo

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Throwback to the Trip to Melaka!!

So this post is basically going to share you my trip to Melaka <3 hehe ^^ I will not type much and I'll let the picture says! ;) was having tons of funs with dad, mum, bro, and dearest ohanaz Felicia!

First of all, the #OOTD post. wakakakakakaka

{Melaka river side}

and some vian photos took in the car. :P

 {bro captured this. COOL ENOUGH?}

{the weather was hot so I decided to tie up my hair. well, #yolo}

and we went to the famous 古城鸡粒饭 restaurant for lunch. Foods there taste not bad and yeah there has much pretty and tradisional designed places for us to take photo! yay!!!

sorry for the horrible quality of the photos man idk why would it turned out like this *cries silently*

After having lunch, we went to take photos, for sure!! :P

{KABOOM!!! }

 {WHEEEEEE!!!}

 {fav photo of us!!}

{the looks good but doesn't taste good potato chips}

{LASTLY, WITH DA HUGE GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!}

So yeah that's all about the trip to melaka. Looking forward to the next time! ;) 

u_u

well i find that "u_u" emoji kinda cute so i just simply put it as title because i really don't know what to put there u_u

So recently I've been really busy(not really lol) so i did not update shits but yeah i still tweet u_u|| and if you had read my last post you'll basically be curious of what happened to me these days lol so imma gonna tell you now :P

1)Dad and mum are being mean and idk why perhaps they are having some troubles and i feel like they kinda over-protected me.(in my opinion) because i am like, a not-so-independent-girl who always trying to be independent and they are like "no you cannot". I know, they are really care about my safety but please, I am already 15 (nah lol) and I think it's time for me to grow up. for examples, I walk back to my grandma's house these three days and sleepover there because my parents went to Cameron Highlands and "throw" me and my bro to my grandma's house. lol and I decided to not burden my uncle and aunt to fetch me so i told them i will walk back home. Today i have ping pong meeting so I stayed till 3:30p.m. and when i reached home everyone's like "oi where did you went do you know everybody is worry bout you faster call your baba mummy and tell them you're back, FAST!!!" Fine...I called my dad and my dad scolded me and said "you think you're so clever is it now?" whaT THE HECK ?! I don't think I did anything wrong and I just think that they OVERLY CARED ABOUT ME! Especially my grandmother. plus I really dislike my aunt, uncle and grandma coz they always behave like a bitch/smoker/gossiper and I REALLY REALLY REALLY STRONGLY DISLIKE THEM. *trying to not bother about their detriments* 
{>:(}

2)Stressful coz the government has changed PMR to PBSMR and that shit actually irritated every single student (or teachers too). I always remind myself that this is an important shit and please do well and AHHHHHDAHAOJABFHWUW DO RE MI FA SO DONE WITH YOU!

3)Became busy coz i joined lots of koko(extracurricular activities) for marks and wow never wonder that is so exhausting.

4)Not sure about myself but I'm having a very strong curiousity about LOVE these days and meh you cannot judge bc i guess everyone had/have this kind of feeling before >~< I don't really have a crush right now or maybe my eyecandyz are way too much. LMAO!!

YEAH THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO BLOG an imma glad because I am not lazy today and blogged kinda a lot! n_n

Furthermore, I'm going to add a new tag on my blog : TO-DO-LIST (shopping list juga)
YAY. I believe that having a to-do-list & shopping list basically motivates me to be more hardworking and more assertive!!! ^o^

{hehe}

To-do-list and shopping list might be updated very soon and i hope y'all awesome readers will be patient about that heheh :3 
Love ya, peace! ★

The year is going to end

hey!!! I'm eventually here, blogging!! I know you've been missed me a lot. Do you? NGEHEHE :P 

My holidays had spent really well <3 and i still have a lot of photos to upload for you all to see but photos arranging is really knotty! :( And yeah I watched The Hobbit: Desolation Of Smaug with Felicia, my brother and my mum <3 We watched at The Mines, and we had starbucks. OMG. It's exactly what Felicia and I did last year man. I WANT THIS TO BE CONTINUED EVERY YEAR!!! <3

Ordered mpcha frappucinno, and the waiter wrote my name nicely(not really lol), a smiley and "smile". aw gosh i feel so blessed!

{aw <3}

{felicia and I <3}

A really bad newz I'm going to announce. My phone is officially dead! ugh! So upset and pissed at the same time :( But fortunately I saved some photos & musics into the computer *long sighs*

Lately I've been attached to boy bands and their songs are truly amusing. Here are some songs I recommend you to listen in case you haven't (they are really great omg)
1. You & I by One Direction
2. Angel by Westlife 
3. Secrets by One Republic 
4. Counting Stars by One Republic
5. As Long As You Love Me by Backstreet Boys
6. Uptown Girls by Westlife
7. My Love by Westlife
8. I Want It That Way by Backstreet Boys
9. Little White Lies by One Direction
10. We Own The Night by The Wanted

;) 

There are still a lot of great songs out there and I love to explore new nice musics! hehe :D
Can't believe that the year 2013 is going to end so fast :( I built a lot of nice memories with my friends and family this year :'') I have to catch the time & update this blog avail it's still 2013 haha *cramming* 

Apart from this, I really like it when guys be very nice to me but at the same time I'm afraid of getting crush on you. :( You know we're still young and I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I hurt some nice guys who treat really well to me and I'm here to say sorry coz I really don't have the feelings for you :( Sorry for rejecting, unless you're someone special :x haha. 

It's okay to have curiousity about love during puberty right? :P 

Frankly I still have a lot to share and a lot to blog about but meh just leave it to the next post haha :3 *laziness overload* 

Buhbye! xo

Late post :p

yo :P It's a freezy night and I feel like blogging so I am here to post about what I did in da holiday.

I went to watch a movie with my mum. Guess what movie is it? heh. IT'S CARRIE! hehe. We had Johnny's steamboat. It was so yummy, ugh I am hungry now hahah. Here's some pictures :3

{selca in da toilet}

{hmm}

{I'm hungry man}



I actually realized that I blog lesser than before these days. do you think so? Ugh. I don't know...I am really exhausted these days. I need some rest... so sorry in case I ditched my blog. I probably won't, but I'll leave it for some time(maybe a week) and update it.

Sorry loves. x 

Times Square Theme Park!

HELLO GUYS! (I'm pretty sure you're exciting seeing this post hah) *laughs* Well you know how perasan am I right. So yeah those days were bored even though it's holidays but ugh except playing LOL and FIFA with my bros I usually did nothing lol. But I was so delighted when my grandma told me that they will bring us to the Times Square Theme Park. Alright, so I dressed up like a child ((lmao and accompanied the kids.

After we had our lunch, we literally went to the theme park. It costs 15 bucks for old people who aged above 55, 28 bucks for kids under 12, and 38 bucks for adults. I AM ALRADY AN ADULT OMG I FEEL OLD. First thing I played with my brother was the most thrilling and breathtaking sh!t I've ever experienced. But it was fun.

After that, we played a lot of games but those were kind of lame. LOL We also took photo with fake ghosts. I enjoyed having fun over there but the only sad thing is: I couldn't even get to shop. SHOPPING IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO MAN. But yeah whatever~

I'm going to show you the photos I took that day, excuse the qualities coz my phone is already old.

{breathtaken}

{I even dared to take photo coz I thought it wouldn't be THAT scary lol}

{the BUMBLE BEE}

{the ONE PIECE! THEY LOOK CUTE}

{I WAS UGLY}

{;D}

{hahaha my pant was way too big}

Finally done with some knotty jobs (photo and words arranging). So I'm gonna sleep ya! Looking forward to tomorrow, movie day! Will be watching Carrie *whoops*

peace out! <3