2016 is ending

I've abandoned my blogger for almost a year, therefore the first thing I would like to do here is to apologize...although no one actually reads my blog LMAO.

2016 has been a year full of challenges, sweats, tears, laughters, happiness and memories. My year to sit for SPM. My last year in secondary school. My last year being a teenager because I'm turning 18 next year. My first time buying contact lenses. I got my first ever high heels. My first time calling 999/ the ambulance to help saving someone. First time in my life I determined to become more fashionable. Attending my once in a lifetime graduation night soon on Wednesday. I genuinely feel that me myself is growing up. Started earning money by working part time job. Started to have new year resolutions and dreams but still struggling about what to study in the future.

There're so much more little things that happened this year...and what I've learnt; what I've gained; what I've lost.... my last time; my first time doing all those things. 最美好的照片，是记忆的画面。I cannot put all them into words.... instead of writing them in this blog post, I guess I will just let all these beautiful, wonderful, even awful pieces of memories to remain in my mind... and I will cherish them for the rest of my life. 

Finishing SPM, it means that I am already in the turning point of my life. No one knows what the future holds. I'm seventeen. In this point of my life I feel happy; I feel that I am afraid, I am also perplexed and dazed. I believe soon I will figured out all the questions in my mind that is currently making me struggle.

Do not worry, because I am back to blogging (I think, hahaha if I'm not lazy). I will update about the graduation night with photos. Stay tuned! 

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I Have Braces!

years ago, maybe standard six. i started to realize that my teeth is really uneven and crooked, and very ugly. i started to be insecure about it but didnt make any move, maybe because i was still young, didnt care much about what others would think or how i look.

since primary school i have always wanted to be a host, tv host. my friend once said that : "you can be a really good host but you should really go fix your teeth first"

i did not feel very upset because i agreed with it. therefore, when i was form three, fifteen, i told my parents that i really wanted, or more accurately, needed braces.

if you know me quite well you probably will know that i am not from a rich family, in fact, my parents do not even afford to pay 7000+ bucks for me to have braces. hence, i started to save money since then. of course i did not starve AHAHAHA just saving money like a normal person.

last year, 2015, i was form four and sixteen. i started a job as a teaching assistant in a tuition centre. i was quite busy about that (my results also turned bad altho its not entirely because of working). those times were hard man, maintaining studies, tuitions, koko and work. SO TIRED, SO EXHAUSTED. :( fortunately, some students which are totally sweethearts, always there to warm my heart.

{^o^}

eventually i saved & earned enough money (2500bucks) and my parents finally allow me to have braces and TA-DAA. :) 

{:目}

don't magnify the photo ah HAHAHA

thinking back the time when i didnt have braces, even laughing out loud becomes something hard for me. even smiling for photos also, extremely unnatural. although i don't look any much better now but i am very glad....after two years or more i will be having perfect teeth, even thinking about that makes me so so delighted! :D

some people think that im following trends since alot of people that are around my age went getting braces. but bruhs, u know what had i been through? :'( *sobs* 

anyways, this is considered as a very privotal thing for me myself, and i would really love to share. so i hope you enjoy this blog post and stay tuned for more updates ehehehehe :3 <3

CNY is coming very soon and i am very excited about it!!!! :D

goodbye loves ~

The year is going to end

hey!!! I'm eventually here, blogging!! I know you've been missed me a lot. Do you? NGEHEHE :P 

My holidays had spent really well <3 and i still have a lot of photos to upload for you all to see but photos arranging is really knotty! :( And yeah I watched The Hobbit: Desolation Of Smaug with Felicia, my brother and my mum <3 We watched at The Mines, and we had starbucks. OMG. It's exactly what Felicia and I did last year man. I WANT THIS TO BE CONTINUED EVERY YEAR!!! <3

Ordered mpcha frappucinno, and the waiter wrote my name nicely(not really lol), a smiley and "smile". aw gosh i feel so blessed!

{aw <3}

{felicia and I <3}

A really bad newz I'm going to announce. My phone is officially dead! ugh! So upset and pissed at the same time :( But fortunately I saved some photos & musics into the computer *long sighs*

Lately I've been attached to boy bands and their songs are truly amusing. Here are some songs I recommend you to listen in case you haven't (they are really great omg)
1. You & I by One Direction
2. Angel by Westlife 
3. Secrets by One Republic 
4. Counting Stars by One Republic
5. As Long As You Love Me by Backstreet Boys
6. Uptown Girls by Westlife
7. My Love by Westlife
8. I Want It That Way by Backstreet Boys
9. Little White Lies by One Direction
10. We Own The Night by The Wanted

;) 

There are still a lot of great songs out there and I love to explore new nice musics! hehe :D
Can't believe that the year 2013 is going to end so fast :( I built a lot of nice memories with my friends and family this year :'') I have to catch the time & update this blog avail it's still 2013 haha *cramming* 

Apart from this, I really like it when guys be very nice to me but at the same time I'm afraid of getting crush on you. :( You know we're still young and I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I hurt some nice guys who treat really well to me and I'm here to say sorry coz I really don't have the feelings for you :( Sorry for rejecting, unless you're someone special :x haha. 

It's okay to have curiousity about love during puberty right? :P 

Frankly I still have a lot to share and a lot to blog about but meh just leave it to the next post haha :3 *laziness overload* 

Buhbye! xo

Late post :p

yo :P It's a freezy night and I feel like blogging so I am here to post about what I did in da holiday.

I went to watch a movie with my mum. Guess what movie is it? heh. IT'S CARRIE! hehe. We had Johnny's steamboat. It was so yummy, ugh I am hungry now hahah. Here's some pictures :3

{selca in da toilet}

{hmm}

{I'm hungry man}



I actually realized that I blog lesser than before these days. do you think so? Ugh. I don't know...I am really exhausted these days. I need some rest... so sorry in case I ditched my blog. I probably won't, but I'll leave it for some time(maybe a week) and update it.

Sorry loves. x 

Times Square Theme Park!

HELLO GUYS! (I'm pretty sure you're exciting seeing this post hah) *laughs* Well you know how perasan am I right. So yeah those days were bored even though it's holidays but ugh except playing LOL and FIFA with my bros I usually did nothing lol. But I was so delighted when my grandma told me that they will bring us to the Times Square Theme Park. Alright, so I dressed up like a child ((lmao and accompanied the kids.

After we had our lunch, we literally went to the theme park. It costs 15 bucks for old people who aged above 55, 28 bucks for kids under 12, and 38 bucks for adults. I AM ALRADY AN ADULT OMG I FEEL OLD. First thing I played with my brother was the most thrilling and breathtaking sh!t I've ever experienced. But it was fun.

After that, we played a lot of games but those were kind of lame. LOL We also took photo with fake ghosts. I enjoyed having fun over there but the only sad thing is: I couldn't even get to shop. SHOPPING IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO MAN. But yeah whatever~

I'm going to show you the photos I took that day, excuse the qualities coz my phone is already old.

{breathtaken}

{I even dared to take photo coz I thought it wouldn't be THAT scary lol}

{the BUMBLE BEE}

{the ONE PIECE! THEY LOOK CUTE}

{I WAS UGLY}

{;D}

{hahaha my pant was way too big}

Finally done with some knotty jobs (photo and words arranging). So I'm gonna sleep ya! Looking forward to tomorrow, movie day! Will be watching Carrie *whoops*

peace out! <3

Holidays again (Hari Raya)

Well I'm back peeps :-) I ditched my blog for so long I think? Haha. I don't know. I'm too lazy to blog even there's many task for me to blog and rant. By the way, belated Hari Raya to all my malay Friends! :)
Actually I've nothing to blog about. I feel like blogging somehow. The pass few days were so bored and I was doing like absolutely nothing. I hate myself. Besides that, I'm addicted to Tumblr too. Tumblr is kinda great :D Another silent place that I could blog whatever I love, without anyone stalking :) I love being alone/ anti-social sometimes. I need privacy.

So yeah. Nothing special happened on last month. Just my shitty results. I've never been so suck before, I'm turning from a lazy bug to an extremely lazy bug. Well I hate myself. I broke my own promise. Ugh.

It was a lame holiday. Left these few days to go then I'm back to school to face those hateful homeworks, examinations and pbs. I was happy last week because I went Maggie's house for practices, went cinema with tuition's mates and gathering with BestFriends. But those times were so short and mum doesn't let me to go anyway I want to go anymore. *Sigh* I have a bad life.

I think the only point for being happy is Friday. Esther's party. Nah this was told to mum few weeks before and mum promised to let me go. (It's apparently a YES for me because she is my best friend and she will be leaving very soon :/)  YAY. I'm actually so looking forward to her party :D I think I might be having a great time and this will probably be an unforgetable and awesome memory. Furthermore I'll also upload the photos and interesting shits I do in Esther's party. Yay ;) *exciting*

How about some Zayn's photo to make your day? ;D
{his eyes. his smile.}

{I JUST CAN'T}

{DONT TOUCH ME IM SCREAMING DONT }

{zayn you gave me anxiety}

Hehe. I love One Direction a lot and I guess I'd be a huge Directioner FOREVER ! <3

By the way it's nearly 2am here. I think I have to say goodnight. ;) 

Be happy everyday guys! Everyday may not be good but it is always something good in everyday.

Love ya. x

Foods =D

This will be update every single month because I love foods. :*
{OMG McFlurry OREO}

{pizza :F}

{porridge is loved by Asians.}

{*blur* aw yeah one of my favourite potato chips}

{Korean foods taste great.}

{omg hahaha strawberry ♥}

{Have a break, have a KIT-KAT !}

{I'm precisely a chocolates lover hah ♥}

{I look ugly bc hyper of getting new pack of this don't see me, spot the pack of chips C:}

{crabs.}

{dairy milk almond flavor OMG YUMMY}

{yay ikea's foods}

{lol chocolate chips cookies ♥}

{compulsory Starbucks photo lol I posted this before C:}

{GOSH YOU KNOW THIS IS FREAKIN TASTY LA.}

{YAY rainbow lolipop received from Janice and Felicia *ignore my leg's fur -_-}

{this is obligatory lol posted before also. ♥}

{don't tell me your slobbering right now :3}

{who will reject Subway's cookie(s)}

In my mouth. 

$ Money $

Hello.It's over 1a.m. here but I still unwilling to sleep. Originally tomorrow is a nice Saturday but that is school tomorrow ! gahh..we are forced.

I'm happy these days. I don't know why hah. Life is good :> Yes I am happy but friends around me are not. Some are upset because of friendship, some are sad for school, some of them got problems at home, some... are Relationship Problems. hah..relationship problems..seem hilarious right? nah it isn't. In case you are once fell for love you will get a bloody hurt. *sighs*

Today I'm gonna blog about money. Yeah money. $$$ Currently, I noticed that I already spent a lots of money on eating, drinking and buying stuffs. In addition, I want to be fashionable somehow. I dunno since when, I realized that I don't have much money to waste anymore -_- I mean I feel like I'm so squander. ugh :/

I am not a rich person. *coughs* I clarify that I'm not wealthy. Possibly more correctly to say is my family aren't rich. Therefore I am always saving money..no, everyday I'm saving money..into my piggybank ((sounds cute.

My parents work hard to give us (me and my brother) a well-off life. Hence I always cherish and appreciate for what they do for us. Without my dad and mum, there is no such blessed me in the world. Even though they are not following my blog but I still want to say thank you! for them. Sincerely. Sometimes I am really greedy and kind of glutton.. so I wish they forgive me hahaha. In this actuality world, things are unfair and money are really hard to earn. Hence my dear reader, be thankful for things and happiness you have, We are blessed. ;)

Back to what I mentioned just now, fashionable. :{D If you're my real follower, you'd noticed that I followed a few shop's blog. *grins* (probably no one HAHAHAHA) But yeah, money. Those stocks are kinda expensive and not really useful -_- *self-contradictory* Hahaha I am so retarded.. yeah..from now on, I should save more money and cautiously using it. (STILL WANNA BE FASHIONABLE.) 

It's getting 2 a.m. now..time to sleep..my eyes are almost swallowed (not even okay lol ) erm yeah..goodbye my dearest followers. 
mheep Ψ 

Movie day at Sunway !

It's been a really long time since I never update my blog. lol Sorry guyz !

Hehe. I'm not really busy,but I rarely use computer now except Weekend or Holidays. Duh, now's holidays ! I frequently on Twitter now, hah so c'mon guyz follow me ;D (@ceceliachangccc) I'm too lazy to type honestly, so Twitter combined my "life dairy" and Facebook just get ignored. HAHAHA

sigh. now I need to go tuition every Wednesday and Friday night. but mum always scold me because the tuition center is too far and she's exhausted for fetching me and my bro. sigh, my fault, because I'm too bad in academic. lol

After that flustering and annoying exam, now is the holidays, the first holidays I spend on 2013. I'm kinda upset, Felicia and Janice say they will be back from Johor but my uncle can't get MC so...... doh! poor boss ! I can't meet my dearly cousins liao lo! :(

But the holidays are full of functions. just like today, I went Sunway for eating and movie. 

{Oz the greatest and powerful}

The movie is really great. just like the hobbit, Amazing! and you know that fantasy series film is always my favorite. TEEHEE The coldness of the theater makes me think of Felicia again. sigh.. I miss her so much.

Afterwards, me and my parents (and their friends) ate at the blablabla fish blabla. lol It is just an awesome restaurant, the food there are delicious, and of coz expensive lol =.= 

The only things I don't get satisfied is I can't go ice-skating and I can't eat strawberry favor ice-cream :( All about ICE lol. I was never try ice-skating you know :( .. sad case~

But completely today was amazing. <3 

I'm listening to Chinese songs !! :D C-POP ROCKS TOO :P

Okay, lastly I want to say that, Happy everyday peeps :) We are blessed. ;D

buhbye! love yo!

Pre of Lord Of The Rings : The hobbit !! :D

NGEEEEEEHEEEEHEEE :D

based on the topic. Just watch THE HOBBIT~I just wanna say that, gosh, amazing.

This is the prequel of The Lord Of The Rings hmmm my favorite ;)

(the movie theater is cold >O<)

I found that kind movie I like, earlier.. that is Fantasy\Magical series :3

Starbucks at The mines. appreciate the only times with dearly cousin bestie :')

{greentea ice-blended with creamy :3 (actually I doesn't like cream LOL}

Honestly,my family says that I look pretty with Long-Sleeved Wear. I admit it too LOL

Narcissism? Nah. Just honestly express what I feel :P

{hey there. Its piano babe :3 MUSIC LOVER HERE :D}

That's me. No matter how you see, that's the real me. With a super tiny eyes, and uneven tooth, too ugly for me so I don't show it, (sigh)

{SMILEY EYES :)}

Popcorn, Coke. You perfectly need it while in the cinema isn't ?

{Lustrous Popcorn ((Slobbering :F}

I'm so damn tired now

So I will updated my blog tomorrow maybe, can't promise that :/
Dunno why, just lazy to type so long.
Bye my dear readers :)
*emoing* (sigh)

A day with Grandpa and Grandma :D

Today I went to The Mines!! With my lovely grandfather ,grandmother ,mum,bro,and younger cousin Joshua. It is a great day ,we have lunch together and kiddo enjoy playing waters ,we ate super delicious ice-cream and 猪肠粉 ! Yummy but the self-service ice-cream is quite expensive . 18++ Wth -.-
{kiddo enjoy playing waters}

{self-service ice-cream}

{mum took it,nice scene}

I saw a nice sport shoes and I want mum buy it for me but she says I need to pay myself ToT sad ......
{I love this dress so muchh !}

Another good news! I took my salary !! It's my one-week-long working reward ~ RM 250 !! More than what I imagine LOL :D
{mum says this prettay :D}

{PROFILE PITCHA!:p}

My Working Experience

Today I'm gonna talk about my one week-long working experience~ zzZzZzZzZzz

WORKING ? SUCKS. :Q

If you try once, you will feel very very tired and don't wanna work anymore !!! GRRR

after I got a job that I really don't like ,I just accept it ..honestly is just for mon$ney to buy my dearest guitar~ AWWW :3

Working is hard and exhausting ,I tried so I know that how toilful is my mum and dad. So guys, please ,don't let your papa and mama get angry and upset yea. They are great ,and should be loved :)

Another things that I learn by work is need to STUDY HARD, yea, very hard..

We have to study hard to get a good job that you like and comfortable isn't ? So we need to be hard now, don't let your laziness influence your future yeah..

Lastly ,I wanna grumble that WORKING ARE FREAKING ANNOYING ! >:(

{super damn}

A super good experience for me...hmmm :)

{not bad experience}