late post for being 15 ❤️

So a month ago, I celebrated (not really) my fifteenth birthday. October 12th. And I can say that this year is probably one of the most memorable birthday I've ever had! I just want to thanks my best friends Esther, lexin , Elaine and peiyen for organizing and attending a day at midvalley to celebrate the day and to give me surprise. I just want to share with you how the day was going...☺️

So normally we arrived midvalley and had a short walk, peiyen and Esther said they wanted to buy something so we separated into two groups and shopped all around, we went to forever 21, topshop and cotton on which are those shops that I've never been before (I'm serious haha) and suddenly Esther called lexin but I didn't really know what were they saying, I just heard about buying cake for me and I was actually pretty glad HAHAHAH 

Afterwards we met again and Esther and peiyen told me the boys weren't coming. I wasn't very upset because I thought our girls day out would also be great hehe. And then they recommended to eat something at xuliushan so I went there (I was the first one who arrived) and I saw the boys sitting there playing with their phone lol. I was like lmao your plan failed! HAHAHAHA XD 

So we sat down and Esther & peiyen were like : shit you guys(the boys) ruined everything! Hahahaha 😂😂 and they bought me a little slice of cheese cake which is my least favourite thing. (I hate cheese!) and I remember I mentioned it earlier to my guy friends that I don't want cheese cake for my birthday 😓😓 but nevermind haha I was happy because at least they bought a cake for me. 

Later they sang the birthday song for me and the crowd was looking at us which made the situation really awkward HAHAHAAH OMG but I still felt really touched and they called me to make a wish. After I opened my eyes, what I saw was a big round chocolate banana cake. I was like OH MY GOD YOU GUYS AHH hahahaha :p I was so delighted and we had a photo taking session and I received quite amount of presents from the boys.

After that, we the girls decided to go shopping while the boys wanted to watch movie so we separated. While we were shopping, I surprisingly received a call from Javier and voonbin(my another bunch of guy friends) that they reached midvalley and they were finding for me. I was so so awkward and embarrassed because we seriously were not that close and we only know each other this year. We eventually met and they gave me a present which was really cute and wrapped like a candy! ;D

They went away afterwards and we went to eat Korean food and take selfies as usual hahaha. Soon after it, we went home. And I was so excited that I couldn't describe.

I seriously am so blessed to have friends like them and they really made me so happy! I couldn't be more grateful.☺️❤️

{the gifts!}

{sticky from lexin}

{sketchbook from Esther which makes me cry!!!}

Except for this bunch of best friends, I have another bunch of close friends too. They made my form three life full of colours and happiness ;) dason, powyee, tzexin, shanni, Carmen and my classmates...you know who you are ;D

{buddyz hahah}

{tooth pain HAHAH }

{me 🌚}

{my Gui Mi :3}

Never forget my class teacher I like the most: Puan lim. We are so glad to have you as our teacher and I hope 3daisi3 will fight for their future no matter what. (Even if I drop to lower class next year coz I failed my science and my pt3 result was plain shit lol)

{dear Puan lim ❤️}

And mostly thank you for these amazing friends who made my life better and happier! Especially lexin because of the sticky XD and Esther...you're the best! 

FABULOUS FIFTEEN. 🙆✌️

huh?

it's 2014 already?
oh. 

Hai peeps, I'm back! 2014 is going well(?) so far and I'm really content hahaha *giggles* I have too much things to blog about, but there are TOO MUCH. So, am I gonna let photos to say the words? yes.

{ChaiQing and Esther. They're mine hahaha}

{Esther ;) <3}

{yummy!}

{yumz}

{Kimchi that Esther and I ordered two times, oh, miss those times :(}

{Mine hahaha :p}

This was last time :) every year, we three will gathering together at each other's birthday date and give each other presents, eat together, chit chat together. But this year, everything will be different. Esther is immigranting to US for her studies and she will seldom come back to Malaysia. :( Our promise will be last, but not "real" anymore, coz we're going to celebrate this with Esther by...SKYPING ! lol :P

Dear Esther, can you please don't leave me? My school life & everything without you beside me would be so so so BORED & LAME!!! I might be irritating you these days but frankly I just really cherish the times that we can still laugh together, help each other, laugh each other, study together, eat together and EVERYTHING :( You know how much you mean to me, you know it! YOU ARE SERIOUSLY THE BEST FRIEND AND THE CLOSEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD, ESTHER!!! (dear felicia emerald chaiqing and the friends i like chillax i still love you kay) 

I'm so upset la. But I'm strong enough, as you said, I am a strong girl right? ;) I won't disappoint you hehehehe :P (I WON'T CRY I PROMISE :''D)

Back to the photos I've posted, yeah, we had delicious green tea & strawberry ice-blended(?) together and MAH GURLZ gave me their presents <3 aww thanks (there's no space to say thankiew between us HAHAHAHA)

High school life is turning to be more serious and fun! (even though i still have haters -.-) Most of my friends have grown and become more mature ^^ but still, dramatic. IT'S OKIE LA WHATEVER MAN AT LEAST I AM STILL FABULOZ HAHAHAHAHA :3

Will update more these days coz I have decided to be a pleased and cheerful person + don't be lazy and easily upset anymore + be cool. lol (I always am :B)

Lastly, a picture I love a lot to end da post! :D
{we three.}

- you'll never know how much they mean to me -

Thanks for stalking and I love you. 

The year is going to end

hey!!! I'm eventually here, blogging!! I know you've been missed me a lot. Do you? NGEHEHE :P 

My holidays had spent really well <3 and i still have a lot of photos to upload for you all to see but photos arranging is really knotty! :( And yeah I watched The Hobbit: Desolation Of Smaug with Felicia, my brother and my mum <3 We watched at The Mines, and we had starbucks. OMG. It's exactly what Felicia and I did last year man. I WANT THIS TO BE CONTINUED EVERY YEAR!!! <3

Ordered mpcha frappucinno, and the waiter wrote my name nicely(not really lol), a smiley and "smile". aw gosh i feel so blessed!

{aw <3}

{felicia and I <3}

A really bad newz I'm going to announce. My phone is officially dead! ugh! So upset and pissed at the same time :( But fortunately I saved some photos & musics into the computer *long sighs*

Lately I've been attached to boy bands and their songs are truly amusing. Here are some songs I recommend you to listen in case you haven't (they are really great omg)
1. You & I by One Direction
2. Angel by Westlife 
3. Secrets by One Republic 
4. Counting Stars by One Republic
5. As Long As You Love Me by Backstreet Boys
6. Uptown Girls by Westlife
7. My Love by Westlife
8. I Want It That Way by Backstreet Boys
9. Little White Lies by One Direction
10. We Own The Night by The Wanted

;) 

There are still a lot of great songs out there and I love to explore new nice musics! hehe :D
Can't believe that the year 2013 is going to end so fast :( I built a lot of nice memories with my friends and family this year :'') I have to catch the time & update this blog avail it's still 2013 haha *cramming* 

Apart from this, I really like it when guys be very nice to me but at the same time I'm afraid of getting crush on you. :( You know we're still young and I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I hurt some nice guys who treat really well to me and I'm here to say sorry coz I really don't have the feelings for you :( Sorry for rejecting, unless you're someone special :x haha. 

It's okay to have curiousity about love during puberty right? :P 

Frankly I still have a lot to share and a lot to blog about but meh just leave it to the next post haha :3 *laziness overload* 

Buhbye! xo

It's my birthday :D

Short post. ;)

It's my Birthday guys! Thanks for all the wishes and presents and cakes and blaahhh <3

Love you guys tons.

xo.

*damn this is really short lol*

WeyHey

Oh my god. Guys, do you feel happy to see my new post? lol (gets zero replies) I haven't been blogged for almost two months! (i counted) EVENTUALLY I AM BACK!! ;D 

I wasn't suffering sh!ts or what...I was just absolutely lying on my bed and don't feel like doing anything :3 *plays the lazy song* Oh and ya, procrastinating every single thing. So in case you think I'm studying all the time, you are wrong (; 

Well, actually that's a lot of stuffs happened in these few months. I even cried for friendships' problems. But after it, I choose to care lesser. You know that feeling when you cared a lot but the person seems like don't give a sh!t on you right? That was exactly me. I felt unappreciated and I don't want to be! Therefore I choose to be "mean" to the ones who doesn't cherish the things I've done for them.

Final examination has just started pass few days ago...English, Chinese and Malay paper was kinda easy, but then I just messed up my Math and Sejarah paper lol. Four more subjects to freedom, gahhh!

There was many happy things happened in these few weeks, ha! (DON'T FEEL LIKE TYPING MUCH COZ YOU KNOW IT TAKES LIKE 56 YEARS TO END)

WeyHey! *qing qiang qiang* New updates here! Since my friends like to see me blogging in Chinese & some of my friends couldn't understand much, I decided to blog in two versions from now on... hmm, problems? I think no right? :3 

By the way, I joined Nuffnang Malaysia and trying to earn money by blogging :D Therefore, do click on the links if you're interested on it. ;) (don't be irritated of it la) lol.

Let's talk something about music :) One of my close friend, Winnie bought a guitar recently! It's exactly the same as mine except the colour :3 hers is black and mine is Purple. She is now my awesome buddy to talk with and the little gap between us disappeared. Remember we used to treat each other as strangers when we were in different class in primary school lol (so stupid) But now, we are really good friends. We share thoughts and she's like the only one I can sing with. (coz many of my friends don't like to sing and i don't know why lol) I'm so blessed to have Winnie as my buddyz, my sista! 

And yeah, I did a cover of Someone like you by Adele! It was quite random though :P It is dedicated to my Best friend, Felicia Woo to wish her a Happy B Day :B In case you aren't mind to listen to a lousy sound and watch an ugly face, click here to watch hehehehehehhe -----> :P  (FEELS LIKE ADVERTISING MYSELF YO)

I went to the dentist on Friday, and she plucked my tooth. *OUCH* It was PAIN but if you're a brave girl you wouldn't be scared right x) (why can someone be so perasan) LOL pics will be post later :3 (no no no it must be nasty)

Am I going to end my post? yes. Don't miss me too much, I will be updating my blog once a fortnight or once a week :)

Thanks for stalking my blog, dear readers. I love you. <3

Holidays again (Hari Raya)

Well I'm back peeps :-) I ditched my blog for so long I think? Haha. I don't know. I'm too lazy to blog even there's many task for me to blog and rant. By the way, belated Hari Raya to all my malay Friends! :)
Actually I've nothing to blog about. I feel like blogging somehow. The pass few days were so bored and I was doing like absolutely nothing. I hate myself. Besides that, I'm addicted to Tumblr too. Tumblr is kinda great :D Another silent place that I could blog whatever I love, without anyone stalking :) I love being alone/ anti-social sometimes. I need privacy.

So yeah. Nothing special happened on last month. Just my shitty results. I've never been so suck before, I'm turning from a lazy bug to an extremely lazy bug. Well I hate myself. I broke my own promise. Ugh.

It was a lame holiday. Left these few days to go then I'm back to school to face those hateful homeworks, examinations and pbs. I was happy last week because I went Maggie's house for practices, went cinema with tuition's mates and gathering with BestFriends. But those times were so short and mum doesn't let me to go anyway I want to go anymore. *Sigh* I have a bad life.

I think the only point for being happy is Friday. Esther's party. Nah this was told to mum few weeks before and mum promised to let me go. (It's apparently a YES for me because she is my best friend and she will be leaving very soon :/)  YAY. I'm actually so looking forward to her party :D I think I might be having a great time and this will probably be an unforgetable and awesome memory. Furthermore I'll also upload the photos and interesting shits I do in Esther's party. Yay ;) *exciting*

How about some Zayn's photo to make your day? ;D
{his eyes. his smile.}

{I JUST CAN'T}

{DONT TOUCH ME IM SCREAMING DONT }

{zayn you gave me anxiety}

Hehe. I love One Direction a lot and I guess I'd be a huge Directioner FOREVER ! <3

By the way it's nearly 2am here. I think I have to say goodnight. ;) 

Be happy everyday guys! Everyday may not be good but it is always something good in everyday.

Love ya. x

Obligatory Life.

hey cecelia's lovers lol. I'm in a pinky mood right now! C;

It's holidays now. Felicia and Janice had back to KL for three days, damnit , just THREE days. All because of Felicia, she needs to attend her school's tuition because this year is her PMR(Malaysia's essential lower secondary asessment) year. HOhOhoHo. ((yeah I'm sarcastic :P By the way, do you guys know who's Felicia and Janice? Taa-daa! they're my cousins. Awesome cousins. And yet they're my best friends too. 

*sigh* speak of PMR, I get bored again. why la have to canceled PMR and set up a new one called PBS ? PBS sucks. And we, the 1999-ian, are the first batch of students who suffer this -.- SO LAME.   

Have been a long while I didn't update my blog. Eventually, I kicked my lazy ass off. muahaha~ what to blog? hmm. Blog about this holidays. As I typed, Felicia and Janice are already back to Johor. Therefore my holidays would be more lame. ugh. But, dad and mum will be taking us to Kuala Selangor tomorrow! YAY. For what? I don't really know hahaha but I'll update it soon.

Let's talk something about mah bestie, Emerald Hee. I dreamed of her yesterday, LOL ! weird enough right ? hahaha ! maybe I miss her too much. I know she misses me too :B I'm so touched and so happy becoz of her! Her blog post. she blog about me. GOSH. I'M FEELING SO BLESSED AND TOUCHED. DAMNIT. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH LA. AND YOU REALLY REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME. *EMERALDISMYBESTFRIEND* muahaha :P copying you~~ I'm not going to share her blog link becoz I haven't get her permission yet lol. Most of people like to stay privacy of their blogs. I respect my bestie. ;D 

In addition, people, I am obsessed with AVRIL LAVIGNE !! She's so fabulous. I'm addicted to her songs too. She genuinely amazed me. Here's some photos of her. 
{without make up, simply beautiful right :3}

{Here's To NEVER Growing Up :) she's forever young.}

{Avril with green hair! Gorgeous! :D }

YEAH I'm so proud to say I'm a little black star.

What to blog next? I guess no more? lol. Sometimes I feel lifeless and hopeless. I wish people do not ignore me. I feel hopeless for my second week's exams. ugh.

I hope life goes better day by day. Life is obligatory to be upset, and to be happy. It may be stormy now, but it wouldn't rain forever. Life is good ;) {I love you Emerald. ¥} Okay. I guess it's time to go to bed. meet ya soon.

Peace out ★

BEST FRIEND :)

OMG FAGGOTS ! I'm so sad and exhausted to type ==
I dunno why that I accidently deleted the "Best Friend :)" post ! Oh my ==
I HATE THOSE SCUM ! 

I think I can't re-type the original post but...just to let you guyz know =)

the three bestie that always appear on my mind, and I always need them by my side : Felicia Woo Mei Jun , Chai Qing , Emerald Hee Zi Shuo . ;D

so...yea, bff and you guyz mean alot to me. hope you guyz happy everyday ~ ROCK THE FRIENDSHIP! BFF <3

Happy isn't easy? hmmm :-)

TODAY
I GOT MY NEW GUITAR!
hmmm, its basically a classical guitar. Don't ask me I get it from where, it just free, and a bit old. the string is freaking suck ! BUT, I LIKE IT TOO. :P

I did't blog these days. Why? because I am on bad mood and very sad....
The placement table put out already. I am in the third class, 2 Daisy 3.

FINE. I DID'T ANGRY OR BLAME ANYONE. CAUSE ALL WAS MY FAULT.

After I know my class, I get in a very bad mood. Although, daisy 1,2,3,4 still the Elite class, but I just don't want and I just feel very shame.
A UPSR(Malaysia's p6 assessment) full A person now drop in to the third class. WHAT THE HECK? aha.

But I grumble for what? sad for what? no use. That is a fcking fact plain.
I don't know. Maybe I just scared about it. Because my friend all not in the same class with me, how I find fun and happiness? NO FRIEND, HOW??

Yesterday, I told Emerald. She keep consoling me, thanks, my bestie :)
Thanks too much, you are just that awesome.

After crying at night for 4 days, I tell myself : hey, why cry? why sad? It's a new begin. Smile! They love your smile! Be happy, life's too short, be happy! Not the same class, but still good friends! :D CECELIA IS THE SUN.
(these words, Emerald told me too :-))

So, a happy's Cecelia is back :D But still got a little little little emoness in it :P
I can't be optimism, but a can try to be thinkin' positive! :) Overthinking is my foe, I have to fight with it and get back Happy. I will win, and let me keep shining! :D

Today, after got my guitar, I go shopping with mum at Kenaga wholesale city, at KL.
EWWW, what the busy road! KL is always like that, 繁忙的道路令我昏头转向。
I'm gonna try to not emo anymore. :-)

GO PRACTICE GUITAR~~~~~~~~TEEHEE, bye :-)
我会写一篇华文blog，明天，确定。:-)

HANG OUT WITH BESTIEEE SWEETIEEE ! ♡

Well today is a very very very very AWWW GOOD DAY! ♥ So I hang out with my bestie, she called Emerald ;) She is at the same school with me this year, but she transfer to MRSM,Melaka in the mid year..... 
NO :O 
I miss her soooo much! So that's our best time today! We take so many photo and share our happiness, funny things and sadness to each other. It's hard to find a best friend like her. She such a friendly cute and awesome girl! ♥ loving it, yea. 
We have a big hug while we separate, a little upset ehh :( wish we can meet always! Cecelia really happy having you! Ahhhhh ♡

All the best for you!! Bye Cecelia's lover :p