Happy isn't easy? hmmm :-)

TODAY
I GOT MY NEW GUITAR!
hmmm, its basically a classical guitar. Don't ask me I get it from where, it just free, and a bit old. the string is freaking suck ! BUT, I LIKE IT TOO. :P

I did't blog these days. Why? because I am on bad mood and very sad....
The placement table put out already. I am in the third class, 2 Daisy 3.

FINE. I DID'T ANGRY OR BLAME ANYONE. CAUSE ALL WAS MY FAULT.

After I know my class, I get in a very bad mood. Although, daisy 1,2,3,4 still the Elite class, but I just don't want and I just feel very shame.
A UPSR(Malaysia's p6 assessment) full A person now drop in to the third class. WHAT THE HECK? aha.

But I grumble for what? sad for what? no use. That is a fcking fact plain.
I don't know. Maybe I just scared about it. Because my friend all not in the same class with me, how I find fun and happiness? NO FRIEND, HOW??

Yesterday, I told Emerald. She keep consoling me, thanks, my bestie :)
Thanks too much, you are just that awesome.

After crying at night for 4 days, I tell myself : hey, why cry? why sad? It's a new begin. Smile! They love your smile! Be happy, life's too short, be happy! Not the same class, but still good friends! :D CECELIA IS THE SUN.
(these words, Emerald told me too :-))

So, a happy's Cecelia is back :D But still got a little little little emoness in it :P
I can't be optimism, but a can try to be thinkin' positive! :) Overthinking is my foe, I have to fight with it and get back Happy. I will win, and let me keep shining! :D

Today, after got my guitar, I go shopping with mum at Kenaga wholesale city, at KL.
EWWW, what the busy road! KL is always like that, 繁忙的道路令我昏头转向。
I'm gonna try to not emo anymore. :-)

GO PRACTICE GUITAR~~~~~~~~TEEHEE, bye :-)
我会写一篇华文blog，明天，确定。:-)