Sunday, July 28, 2013

Struggles.

Blah :p HELLO PEHPLE. before I start this, lemme spam some photos as I said in my last post :)
{captured in sinar harapan camp. you know I seldom edit photo right.This is genuine nice.}
         
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{Compliments on my capturing skills? :D}
        
{ugly ok }
         
{when the hazes hit! mask on}
{sinar camp's vanue}
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{loving this outfit}
{Time Square ;D WORLD LARGEST CAPSULE VEDING MACHINE}
       
-spam ends- :P

Has been awhile people :) 

Since I ditched my blog earlier lol. Nah, not even called ditch but i was just so damn lazy to blog. I am a bloody lazy ass. Literally :x Hmm...many things happened in these days though. I smiled, cried, laughed. Eventually, I can feel the stress , sadness and pressure of teenagers. IT IS NOT EASY TO ENDURE MAN. We pass through pains. I can't deny that there's a lot of struggles in high school times. Everyone seems wearing a mask and you can't even see them clearly inside through your eyes. We have to use our heart, and mind. :) 

Fake people, arrogant people, attention seekers, bitches, cunts, nasty people and a lot of disgusting ones. We face. Struggles about friendships, relationship with family, and the most mainstream one, relationship aka love. LOL I don't feel like talk much about this because I'll probably get down. Hm. 

We have to see clearly, who are our real friends ? Who are the ones we can exactly count on? We have to be smart of our every decision. ;) 

Teenagers have struggles. But they have happiness too! I found plenty of real good friends! They treat me with their sincere heart. I feel blessed. Genuine blessed. I'm not going to mention them because they know it ;) 


*long sighs* People around me changed. Somehow. From hot to cold , from good to bad, from bad to worse, from passionate to cool, from talkative to love to hide, from happy...to upset. I'm really really fed up on these shits. Couldn't even endure. To people who changed, please, turn back to your own self and stay. You guys are the ones I do really care.▲ 

So yeah I'm gonna end my rants coz I don't want you guys to be upset after reading my blog :p 

What about talk something 'bout studies? :) As usual, worse. Lmao. Got 70th among five hundred+ students. Seems good but really SUCKS. 

An obsession with stars these days ★. Just like my dream, perhaps now I'm just a dull star but I believe, someday, I'll shine, brightly. ;) ♥ Actually I have much to say but you know it's so hard to express by typing and it's so difficult to pour out all the feelings inside your heart just by typing. Hmm so yeah I just want to be a happy kid and happy always. Live a simple life ✔ 
Love everyone who loves me. ♬ Goodnight. ♪ 

ciao ★