About birthdays

Birthdays have always been so special to me. Perhaps because I have never been treated specially and wanted to experience how it feels like to be extremely loved for that one day.

There were many unforgettable birthday moments for me during my past 21 years of birthdays, but this year is probably one of the birthdays I feel really loved and appreciated. 

I remember crying and ranting about how lonely and left out I would be on my birthday, I was anxious, I was afraid of not having a companion, I was feared being abandoned and that people don't even remember my birthday. 

But, blissfully, I was wrong. Thanks to my beloved friends.

Thank you so much, to every single one of you for making me feel blessed, and loved. 

Would they love you more?

If they knew you were never properly lived and taken care of, would they love you more?

If they knew how weak you are under those smiling eyes, would they love you more?

If they knew you cry yourself to sleep all these nights, would they love you more?

If they knew you were always so insecure, would they love you more?

If they knew you don’t know how to love yourself enough, would they love you more?

If you stop asking if they would love you more, would they love you more?

If you stop existing, would they love you more?