Surprising my boyfriend on my birthday!

 

happiness is in peace & in love

brief update, in peace: I finally left the night-shift job a month ago and I feel better than ever. The hours had made me suffer so much, both emotionally and physically. I'm glad I can now work on things I like instead of working only for the money. Broke but happy I guess :P 

brief update, in love💘: I never thought that I would actually meet someone I really like and fall head over heels for (well not literally but you get me XD). I met him at the end of November 2021...but remained friends until this year. I guess when you're in love with someone...you make the first steps, so yep...a little bit shy but proud to say that I confessed to him and we've been together ever since! <3

happiness is in peace and in love. I am truly glad that I, like some, are able to experience the joy of loving, caring for, and growing together with my partner. here's to many more years of happiness and growth!

p.s. ily, my muffin! #mikmik 🐝👻

your struggles...

no one knows

and no one has to know.

If I

[written in 2021]

If I die someday

Please tell the world that I loved you

It’s a shame that I don’t get to experience the beauty of it 

I was stuck in a room with four walls

The bed and the ceiling, really, that’s all

If I die someday

Please tell the world that I wish I had more

More joy, less sorrow

I wouldn’t choose to die today

If it feels like there was tomorrow 

updated.

[posted 17 January 2022, updated 23 February 2022]

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because when a relationship ends, I must have contributed something that leads to the doom of it. 

I miss you a lot. How can this hurt so much?

I wish I knew everything you were doing for me, I wish you knew everything I was doing for us.

I wanted us to work out, so much, to a point where I thought with my current emotional state, I couldn't do enough. 

How can you stop having feelings so quickly? Was it all not real? Was it all just infatuation?

At least to me, what we had was real. 

What am I going to do now? I am lost. I wish you were here with me like you promised. 

If nothing is going to work out, can you promise me again, that you will never forget about me?