[posted 17 January 2022, updated 23 February 2022]
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because when a relationship ends, I must have contributed something that leads to the doom of it.
I miss you a lot. How can this hurt so much?
I wish I knew everything you were doing for me, I wish you knew everything I was doing for us.
I wanted us to work out, so much, to a point where I thought with my current emotional state, I couldn't do enough.
How can you stop having feelings so quickly? Was it all not real? Was it all just infatuation?
At least to me, what we had was real.
What am I going to do now? I am lost. I wish you were here with me like you promised.
If nothing is going to work out, can you promise me again, that you will never forget about me?