Struggles.

Blah :p HELLO PEHPLE. before I start this, lemme spam some photos as I said in my last post :)

{captured in sinar harapan camp. you know I seldom edit photo right.This is genuine nice.}

         

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{Compliments on my capturing skills? :D}

        

{ugly ok }

         

{when the hazes hit! mask on}

{sinar camp's vanue}

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{loving this outfit}

{Time Square ;D WORLD LARGEST CAPSULE VEDING MACHINE}

       

-spam ends- :P

Has been awhile people :) 

Since I ditched my blog earlier lol. Nah, not even called ditch but i was just so damn lazy to blog. I am a bloody lazy ass. Literally :x Hmm...many things happened in these days though. I smiled, cried, laughed. Eventually, I can feel the stress , sadness and pressure of teenagers. IT IS NOT EASY TO ENDURE MAN. We pass through pains. I can't deny that there's a lot of struggles in high school times. Everyone seems wearing a mask and you can't even see them clearly inside through your eyes. We have to use our heart, and mind. :) 

Fake people, arrogant people, attention seekers, bitches, cunts, nasty people and a lot of disgusting ones. We face. Struggles about friendships, relationship with family, and the most mainstream one, relationship aka love. LOL I don't feel like talk much about this because I'll probably get down. Hm. 

We have to see clearly, who are our real friends ? Who are the ones we can exactly count on? We have to be smart of our every decision. ;) 

Teenagers have struggles. But they have happiness too! I found plenty of real good friends! They treat me with their sincere heart. I feel blessed. Genuine blessed. I'm not going to mention them because they know it ;) 

*long sighs* People around me changed. Somehow. From hot to cold , from good to bad, from bad to worse, from passionate to cool, from talkative to love to hide, from happy...to upset. I'm really really fed up on these shits. Couldn't even endure. To people who changed, please, turn back to your own self and stay. You guys are the ones I do really care.▲ 

So yeah I'm gonna end my rants coz I don't want you guys to be upset after reading my blog :p 

What about talk something 'bout studies? :) As usual, worse. Lmao. Got 70th among five hundred+ students. Seems good but really SUCKS. 

An obsession with stars these days ★. Just like my dream, perhaps now I'm just a dull star but I believe, someday, I'll shine, brightly. ;) ♥ Actually I have much to say but you know it's so hard to express by typing and it's so difficult to pour out all the feelings inside your heart just by typing. Hmm so yeah I just want to be a happy kid and happy always. Live a simple life ✔ 
Love everyone who loves me. ♬ Goodnight. ♪ 

ciao ★

Foods =D

This will be update every single month because I love foods. :*
{OMG McFlurry OREO}

{pizza :F}

{porridge is loved by Asians.}

{*blur* aw yeah one of my favourite potato chips}

{Korean foods taste great.}

{omg hahaha strawberry ♥}

{Have a break, have a KIT-KAT !}

{I'm precisely a chocolates lover hah ♥}

{I look ugly bc hyper of getting new pack of this don't see me, spot the pack of chips C:}

{crabs.}

{dairy milk almond flavor OMG YUMMY}

{yay ikea's foods}

{lol chocolate chips cookies ♥}

{compulsory Starbucks photo lol I posted this before C:}

{GOSH YOU KNOW THIS IS FREAKIN TASTY LA.}

{YAY rainbow lolipop received from Janice and Felicia *ignore my leg's fur -_-}

{this is obligatory lol posted before also. ♥}

{don't tell me your slobbering right now :3}

{who will reject Subway's cookie(s)}

In my mouth. 

Obligatory Life.

hey cecelia's lovers lol. I'm in a pinky mood right now! C;

It's holidays now. Felicia and Janice had back to KL for three days, damnit , just THREE days. All because of Felicia, she needs to attend her school's tuition because this year is her PMR(Malaysia's essential lower secondary asessment) year. HOhOhoHo. ((yeah I'm sarcastic :P By the way, do you guys know who's Felicia and Janice? Taa-daa! they're my cousins. Awesome cousins. And yet they're my best friends too. 

*sigh* speak of PMR, I get bored again. why la have to canceled PMR and set up a new one called PBS ? PBS sucks. And we, the 1999-ian, are the first batch of students who suffer this -.- SO LAME.   

Have been a long while I didn't update my blog. Eventually, I kicked my lazy ass off. muahaha~ what to blog? hmm. Blog about this holidays. As I typed, Felicia and Janice are already back to Johor. Therefore my holidays would be more lame. ugh. But, dad and mum will be taking us to Kuala Selangor tomorrow! YAY. For what? I don't really know hahaha but I'll update it soon.

Let's talk something about mah bestie, Emerald Hee. I dreamed of her yesterday, LOL ! weird enough right ? hahaha ! maybe I miss her too much. I know she misses me too :B I'm so touched and so happy becoz of her! Her blog post. she blog about me. GOSH. I'M FEELING SO BLESSED AND TOUCHED. DAMNIT. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH LA. AND YOU REALLY REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME. *EMERALDISMYBESTFRIEND* muahaha :P copying you~~ I'm not going to share her blog link becoz I haven't get her permission yet lol. Most of people like to stay privacy of their blogs. I respect my bestie. ;D 

In addition, people, I am obsessed with AVRIL LAVIGNE !! She's so fabulous. I'm addicted to her songs too. She genuinely amazed me. Here's some photos of her. 
{without make up, simply beautiful right :3}

{Here's To NEVER Growing Up :) she's forever young.}

{Avril with green hair! Gorgeous! :D }

YEAH I'm so proud to say I'm a little black star.

What to blog next? I guess no more? lol. Sometimes I feel lifeless and hopeless. I wish people do not ignore me. I feel hopeless for my second week's exams. ugh.

I hope life goes better day by day. Life is obligatory to be upset, and to be happy. It may be stormy now, but it wouldn't rain forever. Life is good ;) {I love you Emerald. ¥} Okay. I guess it's time to go to bed. meet ya soon.

Peace out ★

Sigh

yo.

I'm here again.I feel very sorry to those who's reading mah blog/following mah blog/randomly clicked in. Sorry for my bad grammar. Because I'm a totally Chinese,I speak Chinese in house,in school. I don't know since when, I type those status/tweet in English. Nah, I'm digressing again. I always do that,even though in Blog or in Essays. *facepalm*

Just base on the title: sigh. I'm here to say, this year is the worst year I ever go through.
I fell from class 1 to class 3. I have no qualification to grumble. I can only endure.
Since 2013 started, everything are just like try to piss me off. I dropped into an abyss, it's literally hard to get up back. I have no reputation anymore. No more. 

Frankly, it is no any thing such like : you are not in our class but you are in our heart. no. Honestly bro, I've lost many time to spend with yours, 2d1-ian and 2d2-ian. But never mind, I gained some friends in 2d3. nah, just some. I don't really like this class and yeah there is a bitch in that class. you don't know who's that and you better don't know. I also unwilling to type it out.It is just wasting my time and my space. 

Moreover, hm...fake friend. A person I don't willing to type out too. She acts in-front of me and said I am her truly good friend. Uhh...I trusted it. (stupid) But lastly I noticed that she lied on me. She said many bad things behind me, and told all my friends that I am such a blunt guy. (man, i'm just really blunt -.-) Hell yeah dude, I am just as bad as you said. I was a fool. Why would I believed in such liar?? Oh my god how dumb was me! But now I am currently well. She can kisses my ass, I can't. Lmao.
{I'll freaking show you my bitchy side if you kiss my ass.}

Besides that, another extremely bad news. My parents argued. It was just happened yesterday, my dad scolded my mum in front of their customers and friends. In case you are my mum, what will you feel? I don't type out the whole story because this is just a shame, for my mum, my dad and of course me. Since I was born, the first time i see my parents argue like so seriously terrible. My mum cried, I cried too. But eventually they are fine now. Somehow I feel blessed. After a stormy rain, there is a golden sky. <3

Tomorrow is Mother's Day! Woohoo! I love my mum a lot. <3 Dearly mama, I may be naughty and disobedient sometimes (or always lol), but deeply inside, I love you. And I know you love me too! hehehehe xD I haven't buy a gift for my mum yet omg gonna be cramming soon! lol 临时抱佛脚，my habit, a very bad habit! Don't learn to be cram from me peeps :X

Lemme tell you guys a secret! There's exam next week, and I still haven't done my revisions yet. Err... I mean...Studying = STUdent + DYING. MUAHAHAHAHA ! =.= lame? 

Gonna cramming again! damn. 

NIGHTS MY DEAR READERS. PEACE OUT YO Ψ

$ Money $

Hello.It's over 1a.m. here but I still unwilling to sleep. Originally tomorrow is a nice Saturday but that is school tomorrow ! gahh..we are forced.

I'm happy these days. I don't know why hah. Life is good :> Yes I am happy but friends around me are not. Some are upset because of friendship, some are sad for school, some of them got problems at home, some... are Relationship Problems. hah..relationship problems..seem hilarious right? nah it isn't. In case you are once fell for love you will get a bloody hurt. *sighs*

Today I'm gonna blog about money. Yeah money. $$$ Currently, I noticed that I already spent a lots of money on eating, drinking and buying stuffs. In addition, I want to be fashionable somehow. I dunno since when, I realized that I don't have much money to waste anymore -_- I mean I feel like I'm so squander. ugh :/

I am not a rich person. *coughs* I clarify that I'm not wealthy. Possibly more correctly to say is my family aren't rich. Therefore I am always saving money..no, everyday I'm saving money..into my piggybank ((sounds cute.

My parents work hard to give us (me and my brother) a well-off life. Hence I always cherish and appreciate for what they do for us. Without my dad and mum, there is no such blessed me in the world. Even though they are not following my blog but I still want to say thank you! for them. Sincerely. Sometimes I am really greedy and kind of glutton.. so I wish they forgive me hahaha. In this actuality world, things are unfair and money are really hard to earn. Hence my dear reader, be thankful for things and happiness you have, We are blessed. ;)

Back to what I mentioned just now, fashionable. :{D If you're my real follower, you'd noticed that I followed a few shop's blog. *grins* (probably no one HAHAHAHA) But yeah, money. Those stocks are kinda expensive and not really useful -_- *self-contradictory* Hahaha I am so retarded.. yeah..from now on, I should save more money and cautiously using it. (STILL WANNA BE FASHIONABLE.) 

It's getting 2 a.m. now..time to sleep..my eyes are almost swallowed (not even okay lol ) erm yeah..goodbye my dearest followers. 
mheep Ψ