lost

Today Joyce asked me, what's my dream, what do I want to be in the future? All of sudden, everything was a silence. I thought really hard. Yeah, Cece, what are your future plans?

I think I love too much things. As you can see, musics, foods, speaking? I don't even know, I can't even choose. I want to get into science stream next year, but, can I? I don't even know what to do with this new pt3 shit, don't even know will I pass or will I get an A for those subjects to get into the class I want. Lost, lost with no direction.

Well, Miley's old song, The Climb, which I performed at the stage actually speaks my mind right now. Lost with no direction, my faith is shaking. BUT I, I GOTTA KEEP TRYIN, GOTTA KEEP MY HEAD HELD HIGH. 

I should seriously find out my future plans, my dream and what I really want to be. I don't want to be procrastinating anymore (THO I WILL STILL DO LOL)...perhaps I will wake up tomorrow morning and started to be mature, to know what I actually want? :/

Moody la, I didn't tell any friends about this... :( Perhaps I should ask them soon for their opinions, hmm. 

I will soon be back with good mood & at least one plan, I promise. hehehe ;)

nightz! ★

Boring holidays!

Yo wazzup peepo!! It's holidays and as usual I'm lame at home doing nothing...so today I decided to blog, using iPad ☺💕😆💪

Last last weekend, I went genting for FGA CYC camp, it's a Christian-held camp and surprisingly, my parents allowed me to go! Haha I had quite a lot of fun there but at last, I still didn't believe in god.😓 

Here are some photos taken there <3 ❤

{my group mates}

{hehehe}

{nice shadow photo}

{nice scenery photo there taken by me!}

{some friends! ❤}

{selfies of coz! NGEHEHE 😝}

{a whole body photo of me XD}

Overall, I'm glad I met them. We been through a lot especially those games! Thankiew for my lovely roommates and teammates which are really caring! ☺

Stay tuned for more updates about me :* 

Xoxo ☺❤

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OOPS! IT'S ALREADY JULY? OMG. I DIDN'T UPDATE A SINGLE POST DURING JUNE :( UGH...BUT WHATEVER :p

so the form three students are basically screwed up by the PT3's shits. sigh. we're like the most pitiful batch of students, all the "hard works" we paid during the past two years are all wasted. What do you still want from us? TvT

And now, i am extremely worry about this PT3. i have feelings that i am definitely going to fail it. AM I? ugh. i don't know anymore. STRESSED!!! :'(

Anyways, i've got myself a pendrive :D i saved all my favourite musics, videos/drawings i made, my photos and a file named "shitty PT3" HAHAAH.

I don't think I will be blogging so much since now, I NEED to prepare for this shit. so yeah, if cece's lovers miss me, just come here :* MAH FB , MAH YOUTUBE CHANNEL , MAH TWITTER & MAH INSTA. Or you can ask me questions on http://ask.fm/CeceliaChangCCC :)

Miss me like how I will do.

xoxo

What I do on Holidays

It's finally holidays. heh~

Holidays are kind of bored compared to what I expected hmm maybe it's just the startings hohoho!! Basically i've done the choir practise and the days after this will be some sorakan(cheers) practises and some dates with people~~~HEHEHAHAHAHOHOHUHUHUHU!!!!!!!!

I am watching glee. It is really interesting but quite much for me to finish haha thanks to one of mah bestie for the pendrive XD.

Okay. Talking about relationships huh, I am still single since 1999 hahah :P Never been in a relationship before because I am too cool for that hehehe!!! for those confessions and rejections... i'm kinda a lunatic. hoho. I follow what I want to do so yeah! 爱情白痴。 I am that. (just incase you care and dont know about the meaning just google it :B)

Too young to fall in love. But it's okie to feel butterflies and curious about it right? ;)

*winks* wait for the next post cece lovers! :*

yo!!!

Soooooo. The exams just ended and I got pretty suck results :( I'm kind of sad because I really put at least 20 percent of effort on each subject. uhhh well :(

It's been a month since my last post huh...I've missed you~my dear blog! hehe. I've been taking part in various kind of competitions such as Chinese public speaking, Chinese poem speaking, English story telling and Malay poem telling(sajak). I got first place for Chinese poem speaking and Malay poem telling and second for the English one. I got third place for Chinese public speaking which just happened yesterday, and it was really hard. It gave you a topic at first, and gave only fifteen(or even less than that) to think about the whole manuscript. For me, that kind of person who doesn't really read books, it was so hard to perform a good one. :''D

Just in case you thought I was showing off, no I wasn't. As you guys know, I don't really have a talent, suck in sports and can't even get good grades in academic. So taking part in different kind of competitions really gained me experience and made me feel at least abit useful. HA!

I'm not a sporty person and have really small amount of stamina lol. And this, is what makes me want to be sporty! But I don't have a big interest for any kind of sports, except for football(soccer)...and swimming. In my school, the football team isn't really good and I can say they're no Chinese in the team. What's more for a girl? LMAO. I am not being racist, but sigh, I guess I really should find some ways to make myself sportier, although just a little bit more... TvT

Furthermore, I visited Seafield with my choir team! It's the first year for our school to take part choir competition and guess what, we got THIRD PLACE! This is unbelievable and we're really proud of that! Plus all the schools were great, especially SMK Seafield. (Y) Our uniforms are really cute and classy too, bet we can get a "Best uniform award" if there was one. :P I have uploaded some photos on facebook and instagram of this day, click the links to see if you're interested! mah FB & mah insta :3

In addition, I'm sort of addicted to Glee recently. Coz one of mah bestie has given me her pendrive which is fulled of GLEE HAHAH. Literally cried while watching it. It's amusing <3

OH YA! I'm on diet these days, I am trying to avoid junk foods such as potato chips(mah favourite TvT) and trying to eat more fruits (i like fruits). I do rope skipping to increase my height too, because 165cm is not enough for me. Target : 168-170cm :/ 

Guess these are what happened to me recently (from mah last post). I will blog more since those knotty examinations are over.

Vacations are coming soon too. heheheheheheehehehhe ;D