lost

Today Joyce asked me, what's my dream, what do I want to be in the future? All of sudden, everything was a silence. I thought really hard. Yeah, Cece, what are your future plans?

I think I love too much things. As you can see, musics, foods, speaking? I don't even know, I can't even choose. I want to get into science stream next year, but, can I? I don't even know what to do with this new pt3 shit, don't even know will I pass or will I get an A for those subjects to get into the class I want. Lost, lost with no direction.

Well, Miley's old song, The Climb, which I performed at the stage actually speaks my mind right now. Lost with no direction, my faith is shaking. BUT I, I GOTTA KEEP TRYIN, GOTTA KEEP MY HEAD HELD HIGH. 

I should seriously find out my future plans, my dream and what I really want to be. I don't want to be procrastinating anymore (THO I WILL STILL DO LOL)...perhaps I will wake up tomorrow morning and started to be mature, to know what I actually want? :/

Moody la, I didn't tell any friends about this... :( Perhaps I should ask them soon for their opinions, hmm. 

I will soon be back with good mood & at least one plan, I promise. hehehe ;)

nightz! ★