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记录每一刻开心的时光

因为人生无常

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I got my SPM results

Hey yo. I got my SPM results and I am pretty glad? 😂 they aren't that good but compare to my trial results, I have improved a lot. 

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One of the happiest thing is that I got A+ for English & 1A for GCE (Cambridge English thing idk how to explain 😭) it's an achievement! It makes me feel great.

I have always been a lazy student especially when it comes to studying. Thus, getting excellent academic results is like almost impossible for me (LOL) 😂

I started to study hard around two weeks before SPM & tried to actually understand the essence of the syllabus. & guess what?? I FEEL BADLY REMORSE. especially for the subject chemistry and physics. The theory behind is extremely fun and actually simple if you get it. I regret not paying attention in class, involving in cocuriculums too much, and not putting effort. 

I would've score better if I work hard earlier! T.T

But it was too late to realise that. It was close to SPM. All I did was just give in all I could.

My next to-do-list / goal is to study hard in the future. Even though I haven't decided which higher institutes to get in. 

~ (＞人＜;) ~

My parents are travelling to Japan for nine days. Therefore I'll be living alone for nine consecutive days. My family has a group chat on whatsapp and my dad and mum are updating their trip in Japan. Japan is indeed beautiful, and there is snow all over! I hope it will be snowing soon in Japan, because my parents worked very hard for a living, and they deserve to see all the beautiful things in life.

I also hope they'll get to see Sakura and snow at the same time! That will be fascinating! 😍🌸❄️

That's all for now! Will update soon :D (since I'm so bored at work HAHAHA)

Thoughts while working 2

A full time job has come to me like finally. 

I'm currently a staff of Hokkaido Cheese Baker Tart.

Thanks to one of my friend for recommending me to this opportunity after seeing the "Vacancy" signboard.

This job is not hard. As an "experienced" part time worker / promoter, being a cashier & one of the service  crew is easy for me. It's just that, when there's no customers, there's actually nothing much you can do... that is when boredom strikes.

You see how free I am, I am writing this post in the middle of my working. Sometimes I kind of feel regret of getting myself a job though, I miss being a 废青.(someone who just sits at home and do nothing because she/he is too free)

But anyway, experiences and money are also vital comparing to freedom. Therefore, I just let myself survive until the end of April 2017, alright.

One more day to getting SPM results, I'd be lying if I said I'm not nervous. Honestly, I am, a little nervous. But since I already know how badly I screwed it up, I've already prepared myself for the disaster.

Will update soon! ❤️

Not worth it

how many times have I wondered why would I be born in this kind of family

I tried to be gratitude 

But it's not worth it

Do you guys even deserve my love?