Friday, May 8, 2020

无题

那晚,只有微风在吹
却格外寒冷
枯叶凋零
没有生气
只有她在那偌大的房子里躺着
灯没有开
只有微弱的月光陪伴着她仅存的最后一口气
角落好像有个似人非物的长形黑影
她孱弱的身子似乎想要对着空气说些什么
但即使房子寂静
也听不见半个气音
角落的黑影说
“是时候了”
她渐渐地闭上双眼
再也没有呼吸
寒冷孤单的夜里
只有她眼角流下的泪是热的。

Yeah, I write down random thoughts when I can't sleep sometimes...my Mandarin writing skill has not been improving ever since form 4 ugh... Anyway, I wrote these two poems a few weeks ago.

我为赤裸裸的真心
披上一件小棉袄外套
因为世间寒冷
一不小心就会冻着。

After publishing "not Toxic Positivity" yesterday night, I somehow was so eager to let people know about my blog. I want my content to be noticed, to be read. Well, nevertheless, I do not know whether should I share my blog link to my other social media platforms or not. It's like I want people to read my blog, but not everyone. I also do not want to seem like I am desperately asking for it. :/ Hmm...

You know, I have just realised that,

receiving attention only feels great when you did not ask for it.

1 comment:

  1. hello. I know how it feels to want to let people know how you feel but not everyone. And you want them to discover it themselves not you shoving it into their faces. I think you're a very special person. I hope your boyfriend is there to listen to every word you have to say even if it's 6am. The moment I saw your smiling eyes I knew you were special because from my experience, those who are so bright and bubbly, smile and laugh the most are sometimes the loneliest and think alot by themselves too. I don't want to be syok sendiri but I think I'm one of those people too. Anyways keep it up cece, you're doing great, youre already pretty enough and you're very talented already. Gl hf.

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